Tuesday, August 4, 2009

UpDate, August 09

Hello all!

After a few months of inactivity, I am proud to say that this is our update!

Caitlin is now 4 months old and just a joy to have around! She is smiling constantly and just loves her Daddy! She's just now starting to eat rice cereal, but she's mostly just breastfeeding still! I guess I never realized just how much time and energy go into breastfeeding... it is not for the faint of heart! She is getting her shots on Thursday and I'm not to excited. But I know she needs them.

We are doing well! I'm at home now with Caity and I love being a stay-at-home mom. I am getting more things done for the house. Which is always good! Spending is down to none... but I'm making due. Charles and I are completely in love and happy that we are now a family with a beautiful little girl!

Sorry this is so short, but I will post more soon! Here are some pictures for your viewing pleasure! There are more at my facebook page!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

We're HOME!

We're home now and have been since the second! Things are going well, we're tired but adjusting! Caitlin is a very mellow baby, so it's very very nice!

I've posted photos to my Facebook and MySpace for you all to see! Here are some for your viewing pleasure!

Monday, March 30, 2009

Good News!

Charles went home last night which was hard for me. But he told me before he left that he was going to be talking to his boss, Jeanie, about letting him come back and be with Caitlin and I. He asked me to answer him honestly about wether or not I could emotionally handle him being 2 hours away from Caitlin and I. I told him that I couldn't. Not yet. I'm still on a hormone rollercoaster.

I guess it wouldn't be a problem if I hadn't have just given birth under a week ago... but I did. The nurse told me that in order for Caitlin to go home, I might have to stay all night for a few nights in the hospital so that I can get up with her for her feedings. Not a problem for me. But a problem if I were to be alone.

Charles told me then that he was going to talk to Jeanie about him missing another week. If she said that it would be okay, then he would leave right then and there. If she said he was going to have to stay for work, he would leave right then and there... but he wouldn't have a job. So either way, Charles would be back with me by the next morning.

He called me at 7 and told me that Jeanie gave him the go-ahead to stay as long as needed. THANK GOODNESS!!! I cried out of relief! He still has a job and I get to be with him while we're here!

Caitlin has graduated to a crib! Her jaundice went up again, but only a few points, which is to be expected. But otherwise she's feeding as she should and we're making awesome progress with her! We look forward to getting out of here by Saturday! :D

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Update!

So today I got a call to the place that Charles and I are staying. It's a free hospice home for parents of Children at the hospital. I hate it when the phone rings because usually they don't call you unless it's bad... but this was good!

Dr. Siedel called and wanted to update me on how my little angel did through the night. They took her off of the bili-light because her jaundice has gone down! And that also means they they are taking her out of her incubator and putting her in a crib! HUGE accomplishment! He said that it seems like she wants to go home! But I know it has a lot to do with the blessing Charles gave her before she went into the NICU!

When we first got into the NICU (Newborn Intensive Care Unit), Dr. Siedel told us that the only way she will be able to go home is if she follows three simple things.

1) She has to be able to maintain a constant body temperature outside of an incubator, in a crib.

2) She has to maintain enough oxygen in her blood while breathing steadily. She has Respiratory Distress Syndrome, otherwise caused by premature lungs, so it's making her breathe very fast, but it has slowed down SOOO much since she first got there.

3) She has to be breastfeeding and maintaining a constant breathing pattern.

So far she is doing very well on maintaining a constant body temperature inside the incubator with the heat and air off. Her breathing is more steady now that her nose isn't as swollen from birth. And she is breastfeeding quite well! She doesn't like breathing out of her nose, but breastfeeding is helping her transition quite well. They tried moving her feeding tube from her mouth to her nose, and she wasn't having that! I have never heard her scream before! It was hard to watch...

For the most part, Dr. Siedel expects her to be able to go home this weekend! But we have to limit visitors due to the fact that she is premature and that she is very prone to getting over stimulated easily. But she's doing quite well!

She also go to wear clothes for the first time today! The nurse put on a onesie that says, "Hug Me, Hold Me, Kiss Me." It's nice to see my baby not so naked! (but I do love how soft her skin is!)

Charles is leaving me today to return to work and I'm having a tough time with it. I know he has to go back because we cannot afford for him to miss work while I'm on FMLA. But it's hard for me because I will be 2 hours away from my Husband. And he will be 2 hours away from me and Caitlin. He has cried many times dreading today... but we'll be okay. Heavenly Father is watching over Caity and I, and I know that she'll be out of here soon!

I've got to get back for her next feeding, but keep us in your prayers still, and know I love and miss you all!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Our Blessing From Heaven

Monday, March 23, 2009 started out like any other work-day. Got up way to early for my pregnant body, got Charles out of bed, got ready, grabbed our lunch and headed out the door... and we grabbed our overnight suitcase for when I go into labor. Not a bad thing considering we were heading into Council Bluffs for our regular 2 week prenatal check-up. The suitcase had been in the car for the last few weeks, but I went through and re-packed it the day before.

At work, everyone keeps talking about the possibility for tornadoes and storms all day and night. I worry because I HATE tornadoes. But my mind is elsewhere while the chatter goes on around me. Then I am waved at by a friend's mom who says, "Desiree is just sure you're going to have that baby today or tomorrow because of the storms bringing in the pressure change!" I laugh, and tell her, "Yeah right! I have a little over 4 weeks left!"

Work ends, and we are off to the doctor's for my check-up. I have a few braxton-hicks, but nothing to worry about. Considering all the books say that if you cannot talk through a contraction, you're really in labor. I just sat there and sang along with the radio and chatted with my wonderful husband.

We get to the hospital and get in the room with Dr. Potter. I have my GBS test to do, so it's pants off! He swabs me, and I'm feeling all sorts of gross! Then he tells me to make fists with my hands so that I can place them under me so he can check my cervix and see if I'm possibly dilating. He then pauses, looks at me confused, and says, "Umm... have you been having contractions?!" I look at him, and say, "Well, just Braxton Hicks..."

He looks at me and tells me that I'm already dilated to 4cm and I need to go across the street to Mercy to be put on the fetal monitor. I look at Charles and he just stared back at me. We didn't know what to say. Dr. Potter continued with my ultrasound and sent us on our way.

We get outside to hear all the sirens going off. Tornado Warning. Awesome. We get over to the other side of the street and pray that if it hails, our Jeep would be okay. We get out of the car, and grab the suitcase. Thank goodness we grabbed it!

We get up to labor and delivery to find that everyone is out in the hallway for the tornado warning. I got to talk to some people and laugh about what Desiree had said earlier about the pressure change brining on my labor.

I got into the room and my contractions were about 1 - 2 min apart. I wasn't in pain, so I wasn't worried. I was checked to see if I was progressing and I was 5 cm and 80% effaced. Dr. Potter was called and he didn't want to stop the labor... so I was hit hard with the reality that Charles and I were going to be meeting our little girl really soon.

I stopped progressing at 6 cm. Was given pitocin to help on Dr's orders, but it just hurt me and didn't dilate me. He broke my water... nothing happened. I opted then for an epidural. I was exhausted from working on my feet all day, to being in labor all night. The nurse checked me soon after and I was at 7 cm. I told Dr. Potter I felt the need to bear down, and he checked me. He said, "Good thing you need to push... you're ready to go." I went from 7 cm to 10 cm in 2 minutes!

After just under 12 hours of labor and 13 minutes of pushing, I was looking at my beautiful little girl! Caitlin Nadine!! 6 lbs, 13 oz!! 20 1/2 inches long! I wasn't able to hold her right away. But after they cleaned her up, I got to hold her for just a minute. She was having difficulty breathing. I knew then that she would be taken to a different hospital. Which she was.

As of today, Caitlin is breathing on her own. She is doing really really well! She is getting ready to be converted from an incubator to a crib! And she is breastfeeding now! Her lungs are doing better! She has a small nasal passage, so she likes to breath out of her mouth, but breastfeeding is helping her to adjust to breathing through her nose. We plan on getting out of here within the next few days, but we'll see.

I'd post pictures, but we aren't allowed to do that here. Hospital rules. I cannot access Facebook, Myspace, or anything else really for that matter. But Charles will post some soon when he goes home to go back to work on Monday.

I will keep you updated otherwise. Pray for our little girl! She needs it!

P.S. Janelle, you are going to be taking our baby photos and family pictures! Just thought you should know ;) LOVE YOU!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Ch-ch-changes!

To update most of the world, I'M PREGNANT!

Charles and I found out the morning of our 1st Anniversary that our dream to become parents was becoming a reality! I'm not gonna lie, I took like 7 tests within the course of the next week or two just to be sure! And all were positive!

Now, dealing with my past miscarriages, we did not tell a soul about our pregnancy. Other than our mothers. I was excited, but scared at the same time. Right about when I was 12 weeks, the family went to a pumpkin patch/corn maze. It was fun! Until I started bleeding... scary. We got home and I layed down. The next day, I stayed home, and called the doctor. He wanted to see me in the very next day. I was put on bedrest. LAME.

The next day was a sigh of relief. I was still bleeding, but the baby was fine. I was not bleeding from the inside of my uterus. Thank goodness! My cervix was irritated, thus causing the bleeding. I have been fine ever since.

The weeks seem to have gone by so fast, but getting to this point has taken so long! Every Wednesday, I add a week onto my pregnancy! This past Wednesday, the 19th, was my 18th week! I can no longer fit into ANYTHING of mine! We found out at the last ultrasound that the doctor is about 75% sure it's a girl! So we're looking forward to her arrival on Apirl 22, 2009!! I will keep everyone updated on how things go! I will also be posting ultrasounds and belly shots! :D Things have been amazing! I can feel her moving every once in a while and it is nothing short of amazing! Keep us in your prayers! We miss and love you all!

P.S. Jenelle, you are SO taking all of our preggy pics!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

It's been a while!

Wow, with moving in, remodleling, and everything else going on, we have not had time for anything! BLAH! We are getting internet sometime in the next few weeks! YAY! So I am using a friend's as of right now!

I have a lot to blog about and no time! So if you wanna catch up with me, CALL ME!

I love you!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

UpDate June 2008

Tornadoes, flooding, thunderstorms, allergies, oh my!

Again, we have no internet, so I am on the web at my in-laws house! I thought I'd give those who read this thing a quick update!

The first night of all the tornadoes and storms hit us hard. We got about 3 feet of water in our basement :( *pictures on Facebook*) It hit our town hard too, but not as hard as others. There are pictures posted on the local radio's website of flood damage too. One is of a bobcat stranded in a tree that is surrounded by water. It's wicked! KSIB radio

We are going to be in Cedar Falls next Saturday, the 28th, for a friend's wedding! *Yay Lauren* And we're gonna stay with Jenelle and family! Then it's back to good ol' Creston!

In August, we're going to be heading down to Dallas for John's wedding! We're driving all night on the 28th of August, and arriving in Dallas at about 2 in the morning! Then we're going to the hotel, sleep till about 9, then head for Six Flags Over Texas! Spend the WHOLE day there! That Saturday, we'll be off to the temple for the sealing! Then to the reception! We're going to be heading home Sunday. We might have other plans on Sunday/Monday, but we'll see! I need to make some calls!

Other than that, our bathroom is almost done! The carpet will be out ASAP! And we're trying to survive the storms! I'm getting paranoid though! Every storm coming our way, I'm ready to go to the basement! Wish us luck. We love and miss all of you!

Monday, June 2, 2008

Busy, Busy, Busy...

Things have been completely ridiculous the past few weeks. With Charles graduating, both of my younger brothers graduating the next week, my cousin Cinnamon graduating the week after that, a wedding for some underclassmates right after that, MOVING, AND a guy I use to date who got married just this last weekend, Charles and I have about had it!!

I'm am breaking out in pimples, I can't eat, and at times I eat too much... and on top of all of this, we're tearing out our carpet downstairs because the nicotine in the carpet is staining our socks and making everything we own smell TERRIBLE.... *sigh*

Vacation sounds good right about now.

Charles's best man in our wedding, John, FINALLY got engaged! We're going to be flying down to Texas for his August 30th wedding! We're excited! :D :D :D

Saturday, May 10, 2008

My Graduate and I!

I'm proud of him, I love him!
My Uncle Tim, he's my GodFather, also graduated on the same day!
(The pic is washed out, but I LOVE it anyway!)

Thursday, May 8, 2008

My Graduate! My Husband!

So tomorrow my Husband is graduating from SouthWestern Community College and we've got a whole day planned for him! I have to work *BLAH* until noon, and Charles's sister told us that she will help us with the food prep and what not! We're excited! We're having a small get-together with some family and friends from the area! We're having a turkey roast with lots of goodies! Cake, ice cream, the whole deal! I'm very, very proud of my Husband and his accomplishments!

This week has been full of work... work... and more work! Not just my job, but work on the house! It's coming along quite nicely! We're still iffy about the carpet smelling like cigarette tar... we dont' know if we just want to tear it out or not just yet... it's an AWESOME carpet... so we're TRYING to salvage it. The bathroom gets the leveler laid down after we prime the walls to be painted on Saturday! We plan on laying the tile down Monday and then painting sometime next week. :D I'm excited!

Mother's Day is this Sunday! WOO HOO! Charles got me a card! I don't know what it is of, but he told me not to look at it when he put it in the cart! Haha! I got my Mom and Nana necklaces that say "Mother" and "Nana," and we got Charles's sisters the same book, 'Chicken Soup For the Soul; Life Lessons for Busy Moms', and we're still undecided about Charles's mother... we'll find something, I'm sure!

I've lost 2 lbs already doing the Curves program! I've gone everyday this week and it's awesome! I love it! I feel more positive about myself and I'm happy! This is a HUGE change! Haha!

Anywho, I just thought I'd let everyone in on my week and what's going on this weekend! I love and miss you all!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Time for a change!

So in the recent year or so, I've gained about 45 lbs due to major stress, miscarriages, depression, and in general, marriage. After my shower a few days ago, I walked pass my vanity that has a HUGE mirror on it, I never look at myself but this time was different, I caught a glimpse of myself, naked, in the mirror. I went into tears.

Now, Charles tells me constantly that I'm beautiful and that I look fine, and that's great! But I don't feel "fine" or "beautiful" anymore. I don't know how I let myself get so far along this path... but things are going to change, and fast.



I am going to be attending the Curves downtown starting Monday. I figure I can jog/walk to the Curves building, do the 30 minute Curves plan, and jog/walk back home EVERYDAY of the week (minus Sunday, cause they aren't open then anyways!). Charles is willing to completely rearrange our eating habits for the better to help me out. I don't like how I am anymore, and I just want to be happy... FOR ME. So I'm excited about Curves and starting to do something with myself again. It's hard to find time in my busy life, but I'm going to do it.

I'm just tired of always complaining about how I look and not doing anything to help. Times are changing. And so will I! Wish me luck!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Fun Stuff!

REWIND!

10 YEARS AGO: Hmmm 1998 - I was 11 and I had the world ahead of me! My parents were going through their divorce and I was spending most of my time hiding my feelings and emotions from people. This was also the year I realized just how talented I was in art and decided there and then that I would be an artist!

5YEARS AGO: Hmmm 2003 - My sweet 16 was spent in New Orleans with my Aunt Megan, Grandma Jean, and Grandpa Gary! We toured Louisiana for a week! The day of my birthday, we went on a river boat tour of the Mississippi River!

5 MONTHS AGO: Hmmm December 2007 - Charles and I spent our very first Christmas together! We had loads of presents to buy for both sides of our family and we about went broke! It was awesome! We stayed in Cedar Falls the few days before New Years so that I could see my friends and hang out with my family!

5 THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST:
1. Continue packing
2. Paint the bathroom
3. Pay rent
4. Remember my CD player for work tomorrow
5. Make love to my husband!

5 SNACKS I ENJOY:
1. LemonHeads
2. Animal Crackers!
3. Doritos or any other snack chip
4. Skittles
5. Any kind of fruit!

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF INSTANTLY A BILLIONAIRE:
1. Pay off my debts (college, medical, loans, etc.)
2. Go to Tuscany for a month or so vacation!
3. Put a million dollars into savings for each of my future children's college fund!
4. Get a 2008 Jeep Liberty!
5. Tear down and rebuild the house! Same floor plan, but maybe put in a dining room and extend the back porch/hot tub area!

5 BAD HABITS:
1. Biting my finner nails! I am getting better, but I use to be HORRIBLE at it!
2. Putting myself down... all the time.
3. Buying Avon stuff... It's more of an addiction, but I think it counts.
4. Not returning phone calls... I'm really terrible about that :(
5. Getting mad really easily... Charles gets the worst at times :(

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED:
1. Omaha, NE
2. Red Oak, IA
3. Nodaway, IA
4. Corning, IA
5. Where I am now! It's a secret ;)

5 THINGS PEOPLE MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT ME:
1. I LOVE Hannah Montana! I even have a Hannah shirt!
2. I listen to Air Supply religiously
3. I collect straws, unused ones!
4. I have over 40 purses
5. I shave my belly.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

UNI Dining Center Ice Cream

One of my friend's fiance posted a hilarious blog and picture about the ice-cream cone he got from the UNI dining center! Here. In response, I told him that it was best to KNOW the person giving you your ice-cream! And here is why!

His Ice-Cream:


MY Ice-Cream cone:


And there you have it! A simple acquaintance leads to HUGE ice-cream cones! The end!

Monday, April 28, 2008

Our Bathroom?!?

Charles and I have been hard at work trying to get our downstairs bathroom ready to be painted and then have tile laid down. We are doing everything by ourselves, growing in love, and patience! It's quite the ordeal! :D Here are some quick photos!

This is my Husband trying to figure out how to remove the sink! (We did successfully as you see in the picture below!)


After the sink was out, we noticed all the tile behind the sink! YUCK! But I decided to go ahead and scrap off as MANY layers of wallpaper as I could! The green on the wall is the dry-wall I FINALLY found!


Pulling the Carpet and Padding up off of the floor... it was nasty... there was dust and mold EVERYWHERE! :P


This is us being safe!

What we did over the weekend! We finally got all of the tiles off of the wall and put up a new sheet of dry-wall! Charles is putting the plaster in the nail holes and corners. It was quite the project! We even wrote notes to each other on the dry-wall! :D

Tomorrow is a day of priming and mopping! WOOT! We'll be painting by Thursday!

Until then! I'm outtie!

Thursday, April 24, 2008

House Stuff!


Charles and I found out the other day that the terrible smell coming from our living room is the wonderful smell of nicotine... so we've been scrubbing walls, we hooked up an air filter thing that's suppose to be 100% guaranteed to work (we'll see), and we've shampooed the carpet more times than we can afford. But we're doing our best and actually seeing some results! We totally gutted the downstairs bathroom and 10 layers of wallpaper later, we found the drywall! We tore out the carpet in the bathroom and we'll be laying tile down shortly! I'll post some before and after pictures soon!

I cut my hair again.... I just got rid of the "longer in the front" look. It was driving me nuts!

Congrats to Jenelle on her wonderful fourth addition, Eliza! She's gorgeous! :D

Charles and I have been reading a lot about the Second Coming of Christ and it is really kicking us into high gear. We're focusing on living our lives and doing the work that needs to be done. Home teaching, visiting teaching, doing our callings, etc. We want to bring children into this world, and someday we will... but for right now, we've decided it to be best to spend the first year or so of our marriage just the two of us. We're still young and we've got plenty of time... but everyone, and I mean EVERYONE around me is getting preggers or having babies... it's kinda driving me nuts! But I'm so happy for them, nonetheless!

That's all for now! I'm off to bed! Nightie!

Friday, April 18, 2008

HOME OWNERS!

Charles and I were officially handed the keys to our 6 bedroom house on Tuesday! We've been super busy with getting things ready to paint and move in! As soon as we were free to go, we ran to the house and jumped for joy! It was quite comical! We are already into the whole buyer's remorse thing, but it's not terrible! The previous owner painted around everything so we had to go buy matching paint for some of the rooms... others will be painted over! The house just needs A LOT of work! Charles wanted a fixer-upper! And he got it! Here's a slide of the house! I've posted the pictures on my Myspace and Facebook!

Fun Post!


1. Where is your cell phone? Table
2. Significant other? Charles
3. Worst bad habit? Cusing :(
4. Hair? Short
5. Favorite food? Italian
6. Your Favorite thing? Family
7. Your dream last night? Dunno!
8. Favorite drink? Water
9. Dream/Goal? Thinner
10. Room you are in? Living
11. Your ex? Missed
12. Your fear? Spiders
13. Where do you want to be in six years? Motherhood
14. Where were you last night? Home
15. What you're not? Awake
16. Muffins? Yucky
17. Wish list item? HDTV
18. Where did you grow up? Iowa
19. Last thing you did? Charles ;)
20. What are you wearing? PJs
21. Your TV? Juno
22. Your pets? Irritating!
23. Your computer? Laptop
24. Your life? Amazing
25. Your mood? Stressed
26. Missing someone? Jenelle
27. Your car? Jeep
28. Something you are not wearing? Bra
29. Favorite store? Aero
30. Your summer? BIRTHDAY!
31. Love someone? Husband
32. Last time you laughed? Earlier
33. Last time you cried? Yesterday

Friday, April 11, 2008

Maximilian Austin!

We got our new puppy ToDay! He's the best! He is still scared of Lilly and Leo, but he's warming up and playing a little bit more with them! Here's a few pictures of him!


He likes to play with Leo, but Lilly is being a pill to him! He likes to run in circles and bark at nothing! I am really going to enjoy our newest member of the family, Maximilian Austin!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Procrastination...

I guess I'll start this one out saying that I don't hate it here, I just wish I lived within city limits of my friends! Especially Alyce! I don't like being 30 in away from everyone I love so dearly... *oh well* I will live, I'm sure!

[Quick vent]
THE SKY-ROCKETED PRICE OF GAS AND FOOD IS SERIOUSLY MAKING ME MAD. I can't imagine feeding children considering grocery shopping for JUST Charles and I is climbing towards $150 for two weeks, if that. We don't eat that often, but our food seems to go away fast! And healthy food is especially expensive :( It just drives me up the wall...
[End vent!]

Aside from that, this while FLDS YFZ Ranch stuff is really getting me down. I'm sure it's just want my father and step-mother needed to hear about... They have always gotten on me saying that our LDS temples are used for sacrifices and other stuff, but the fact that these Fundamentalist LDS people have beds in their "temple" for the consecration of their marriages (plural), makes me sad to know that my Dad and Andrea probably are thinking that it pertains to the LDS church... I just pray that Heavenly Father will open their hearts and show them the truth by example. My example.

Anywho, Charles and I are days away from our house and new Pomeranian puppy, Max! We are packing every night after dinner. We've decided that we're going to move single rooms at a time! It sounds nuts, but it makes sense to us! We have six weeks to be out of our Rental, so we're going to be fine! Wish us luck!

General Conference was awesome! I didn't see the first Saturday Session because I had to work, but I'm going to watch it online! As for the other talks, President Monson's talks really made me see that he is the true prophet of the here and now and I know that he is a spiritually lead man. He will lead us into the future with hope, not fear, of the second coming of Christ! Charles and i have made it our celestial and eternal goal to be able to partake of the sacrament at Adam-ondi-Ahman and earn celestial glory. We know that God knows we're human, but we are going to honestly try and hope for the best!

That's all for now! I only had enough time to write this, and now I've gotta get going! I hope all of you had a good day! :D